Twisted Trainsistor
Life is like waiting for the train to depart: the longer you wait, the worse it gets. The only way to beat it is to join it.
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
MPI- IJF 2011
Sunday, May 15, 2011
I has an iPad2
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Yeah so now anybody can read my blog again
Friday, January 14, 2011
It's a quiet night
Sunday, December 5, 2010
And because it's Sunday in the office
a) eating leftover rookie reporters from the Reporter Stew they made last night
b) boiling Journalist-soup with carrots, parsnipes and some additional blood, sweat and tears
Coz y'know, editors roll like that. My time will come when I too, become an editor, and shall find that the flesh of a terrified rookie journo tastes better than lamb.
I'm supposed to follow up on a story but since it's Sunday, nobody is going to answer my calls now, are they?
So thats' why I'm blogging now, as if I don't already have enough writing to do on a daily basis.
So since it's been a long while since I blogged, I guess you're going to have to put up with an extra-long bunch of nonsense.
Sun-shiney days
So yeah my old/new job has been a rollercoaster ride where I came close to being inside the Editors' stew pot on many occasions. I swear I saw my news editor look at me and think:
"Now that scared reporter... she'll be great with potatoes and a bit of basil and rosemary. Hint of pepper. Now to convince her that the pot is merely a funny-shaped chair..."
I have also gotten 'up close and personal' with some of the slimiest politicians in the world, jolok-ed Ministers, snooped around Kampar, called up people and witnessed some of the finest liars in the world in action.
Yeah, it's been awesome. I've done so many stories and written so many things I can't really remember half of them. But being in newsdesk has been surprisingly, amazing.
I have always had an aversion to newsdesk, see, because I don't do so good with giving facts as they are. I like going round the whole background story before arriving to the point because I believe in telling the entire story without gaps in them.
I'm like that in real life, and I'm like that in writing.
I've gotten some flak for that in the first few weeks, but my Lord, I think I may have finally gotten the hand of it at last. I've learnt some about giving the facts without frills, to give readers only what is necessary for them to know, and filtering what isnt:
a) new
b) important
c) or will have an impact on people.
So no; what our Health Minister had for lunch does NOT count.
(P/S: He had vegetarian food. He's vegetarian. I had lunch with him. I was pretty much invisible, he was talking to my EDITOR)
So.
On a more personal note...
I have no life except work. I think about work on my off-days, I think about work during work days, and I think about work even when I am not working.
My parents are beginning to give me hurt looks again, as if I am treating the house like a hotel, but what can I do? I need the overtime money; credit card bills a-piling, see. So if I work overtime, I can cover for any bill shortfalls.
But money is so small these days -- a hundred bucks is like ten bucks these days.
Shit, did I just type a double dash, like I do in my stories? F-it.
I'm still trying to hang out with my friends (hello!) as often as I can, and I've gone out a few times with my ex-colleagues, who've been great to me. LOADS of gossip about my ex-employer but I won't go into it here.
I'm still hopelessly in-love with my dogs, who have been crazier than ever, and continue to plague and love me.
I suspect Lucky is an alien from outer space, sent to dispense love and affection to unsuspecting owners.
And for now, that is more than enough.
Monday, November 1, 2010
Marjorie's very stale Margarine and then some.
CHAPTER 3
Matthew, better known as Bloodlust Writes, woke up with a vicious headache and a very pretty, slightly pinkish girl sleeping on his shoulder. He was sitting inside a train filled with people in suits, dresses and the work-wear of those who wished they had better jobs. And definitely better pay.
The train sounded as loud as the screeches of the Leering Men Who Killed My Only Family.
He glanced around, eyes squinted, head throbbing and legs stiff from hours of sitting. He had no idea where he was headed, but he knew what he wanted to do. And what he wanted to do was retrieve the wisps of blue from within those sons of bitches who ate his father.
There was only that small problem of how, but he thought it a minor detail. If anyone can lead him to them, it’s the brown-haired girl that slept next to him. The one with a little bit of drool down the side of her mouth.
He shifted uncomfortably, and she woke up with a jerk.
“I thought you said you had a plan,” he said to her, testily. She looked abashed. “I did. The plan was to bait them with your brains, capture one of them, and force the truth out of them.” She looked downward, and rubbed a stain of blood off her pants.
“But they… were not quite what I thought they would be,” she admitted.
Writes bit back the urge to be sarcastic, mean and just a little jerk-ass. He wanted to tell her that she caused him to lose everything. But seeing something misty in her eyes softened his already soft heart.
(Of course he has a soft heart. Just because he was bloodthirsty didn’t mean he was a monster.)
He sighed. He looked around for a few short moments, taking in the other passengers, taking in the battered seats, taking in the entire situation.
He couldn’t.
But he was certain that the lady sitting three rows down to his left had a dark and mysterious past, muttering to herself and surreptitiously feeding something inside her large brown handbag a slice of bread every now and then. He knew there was a story there. Maybe she kept her children inside the bag, after she had cursed them with a spell that would keep them as children forever – except it went wrong and they ended up the size of rats.
Or maybe she had a pet mouse inside her bag and just didn’t want the station master to find out.
But that was too boring. That was not his style at all.
Marjorie was, however, looking at him strangely. Her body tense, she straightened and leaned towards him.
“You had another idea didn’t you?”
He lifted his eyebrows. “No. I had a story in my head. I can’t help it. It’s who I am.”
She nodded. “That’s it. That’s just it.” She sat back, with a satisfied air, as if she had finally proved her point.
Something clicked. Suddenly. But Marjorie didn’t notice his eyes glazing over and his extra furious biting of skin that was the trademark of his ‘ding!’ moment.
(Some people get lightbulbs going off in their heads. That was too common for him. Writes just sucked more blood and felt a visceral, innate brain orgasm.)
Marjorie picked at lint on the chair. “Whatever. You said you had an idea.”
Writes nodded. He had it. He really did. He had toyed with that idea at first but what she said just made up his mind.
“I do. I am going to follow you around. Sooner or later, they’re gonna show up. When they do, they’re going to eat my ideas. I’m going to let them. Then I am going to show them what a real horrible idea looks like.”
Marjorie’s jaw dropped. “Wha- what do you mean?”
Writes shrugged. “Well, if they can eat and regurgitate a warped version, surely that warped version is still going to be mine? My consciousness? The ideas they eat belong to me, and I figured they’re a part of who I am. Isn’t that what you said?”
Marjorie shook her head furiously. “That’s not how it works! When they consume you, you are gone. YOU cease to exist. Your ideas are all that remains of you –” she stopped. “Wait.”
Writes grinned. “Lightbulb moment?”
Marjorie grinned nastily. “No. More like an exploding margarine moment.”
But her expression softened suddenly. “This is a no-recovery kind of plan. Once you’re consumed you don’t exist anymore. I can’t get you back into your body. I don’t even know if your crazy idea will work. If it doesn’t, we’re both dead and so is the world.”
Writes shrugged. The world was of little concern to him. He was more interested in knowing what being a blue wisp of nothing would feel like. Maybe like cotton candy.
That, he figured, will be just sweet.
**** to be continued***
Ya that's all la. I am lazy now. Kthxbye.